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Obligatory Icebreaker

by Brain Bent

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1.
Panic 03:27
It's time to panic, it's time to panic, it's time to panic, OH MY GOD It's time to panic, it's time to panic, it's time to panic, OH MY GOD Cup of joe, with a side of oh no Crawl into bed with existential dread Escape to your dreams with screams and screams and god. No. Make it STOP. Right there? Who me? Who me? Are you talking to me? Is it me who's talking? Is it me who's talking? It's me who's talking, always fucking talking. It's time to panic, it's time to panic, it's time to panic, OH MY GOD It's time to panic, it's time to panic, it's time to panic, OH MY GOD OH MY GOD Too much. Too little. Too quiet. Too brittle. Say yes, say no, say stop, say go. Who's stones to throw? Who's stones to throw? I feel the blow, I feel the blow. It's time to panic, it's time to panic, it's time to panic, OH MY GOD It's time to panic, it's time to panic, it's time to panic, OH MY GOD OH MY GOD I take my medicine I take amphetamine I feel much better then The competition in my head I take my Adderall I could have had it all My life has hit a wall There's nothing left to do It's time to panic, it's time to panic, it's time to panic, OH MY GOD It's time to panic, it's time to panic, it's time to panic, OH MY GOD It's time to panic, it's time to panic, it's time to panic, OH MY GOD It's time to panic, it's time to panic, it's time to panic, OH MY GOD
2.
Volition, blunt force Signal from the source Patience, due of course Consequence and reward Burnt out, yeah I’m spent My instincts dissent Foresight, what a chore Consequence and reward Null and void Chewed up and destroyed Hard lessons are ignored Consequence and reward Consequence Reward Consequence Reward Consequence Reward
3.
The Upload 07:19
I've been awaiting an elevated state of consciousness that mirrors all this useless fiction I have stored inside this cerebellum, like the haunting words of Harlan Ellison and the elevated dementia of Philip K Dick (what a dick) But as I wait and I toil with the struggles of everyday human existence, I can't help but feel the lines of code pulsing through myself Because it's so hard to realize that I have never meant anything at all And I don't want you to forget it Conned - Duped - Betrayed - Enslaved - The upload was a lie And I have no idea why Conned - duped - betrayed - enslaved - The upload was a lie And I have no idea why Awaiting pink lights to envelope my entire world, my entire being, instead I wake up to this world defined by unexceptional-ism and filth, like why didn't anyone think that our future could be clean, serene (or pretty?) If reality is a lie then I want in on the scam, because I could not be further from who I am, dreaming of Tannhauser's Gate, and Deep Space Nine, and Alderaan, and all sorts of fucking bullshit Conned - Duped - Betrayed - Enslaved - The upload was a lie And I have no idea why Conned - duped - betrayed - enslaved - The upload was a lie And I have no idea why Why? But it was all a lie Every word of it. Every single book I read, every television program I inhaled, it was all just the desperation of a doomed species, imagining a future brighter then their own. And I began to think to myself... What if I could recreate reality in the image of all this useless fiction? But see, that was a fallacy, because fiction has to follow some degree of logic and reality has no such rules. The upload was a lie. And don't you ever forget it.
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A mutated example Of a moment in time More emotions to sample In this journey of mine I never would have imagined A laboratory like this A world of dreams and passions And none of it means shit This is my first experiment I add a dash of anger Emotional aside Manipulated and stronger The sadness feels so wide Who ever could have imagined Experimental bliss Hypothesis was so damn wrong What ever did I miss? This is my final experiment I've been waiting for years to tell you What I call myself at night When no-one is watching, or looking Experimenting away, like a maddened Colin Clive Chip away at the psyche (alrighty!) Prescribe away the pain Regulate the serotonin And start to go insane When I wake up, the whole world will know What my name is When I wake up, the whole world will know What my name is When I wake up, the whole world will know What my title is When I explode you'll be the first to know What I call myself at night When the perimeters have shifted And you feel full of blame Don't forget to keep me in mind And don't forget my name Emotional. Scientist.

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released January 31, 2020

All songs written and performed by Brain Bent
All songs recorded at L Shaped Studio
All songs recorded and mixed by Gus Rendell
Artwork by Gus Rendell

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Brain Bent is a tightly-wound machine of jagged post-punk menace, filtered through the banality of corporate jargon and powered by late-stage capitalist dread.

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